Now is the most difficult moment I have ever had in the university; I’m not sure if this life is the life I had longed for three years ago while I was in the high school. At that time, CU is the university in my dream, and I really wanted to be a student in this faculty because I wanted to be a teacher. However, at this moment, I just wonder if I have chosen the right place for me, or not.
This is the first time that I want to leave everything behind me, and go to somewhere unknown. Actually, I am a girl who is very patient. I had never given up on my study as I had always believed that I could do it eventually, but this time is completely different.
I’m sure I can do every single assignment I have been given, yet I don’t know why I have to do them. I really don’t see the reasons to do those things making me terribly down.
As a human, I think, we all were born only once, so why do we have to be suffering? We’ve always worked hard to get money and reputation, then we’ll spend all of them for “HAPPINESS”. I just wonder why do we have to torture our lives in order to be happy, and when we are happy, it is too late to appreciate the happiness we get.